I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round. Dragging me down. Making a sound because you wanna. I guess that's why I like messing with you. Putting you through. A lesson or two, because I'm gonna... Before I go my own way, I just gotta say... Leave me alone! Get out of my face. I'm tired of love. Feeling so misplaced. Time for you to go. 'Cause I know I'm better off on my own. Leave me alone... This isn't gonna work. Don't call me on the phone, because I'm all out of words. I'll face the unknown. Thinking about all the ways that I've grown. Leave me alone! There was the time I thought you were the one. Having some fun... Getting it done. What an illusion, 'Cause you were trying to take control of me. That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion. Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it. Leave me alone! Get out of my face. I'm tired of love. Feeling so misplaced. Time for you to go... 'Cause I know I'm better off on my own. Leave me alone! This isn't gonna work. Don't call me on the phone, because I'm all out of words. I'll face the unknown. Thinking about all the ways that I've grown. Leave me alone. Don't turn around and don't look back. I see right through all your selfless acts. Leave me alone! Get out of my face. I'm tired of love. Feeling so misplaced. Time for you to go, 'Cause I know I'm better off on my own... Leave me alone! This isn't gonna work. Don't call me on the phone. Because I'm all out of words. I'll face the unknown. Thinking about all the ways that I've grown. Leave me alone! If you win your love... I'll feel better on my own. Leave me alone...

just leave me alone. u don't mean anything to me anymore. i'll just face it all on my own. without u.

Oh no. Don't go changing. That's what you told me from the start. Thought you where something different. That's when it all just fell apart. Like you're so perfect. And I can't measure up. Well I'm not perfect. Just all messed up. I was losing myself to somebody else. But now I see. I don't wanna pretend. So this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart. Cause she's everything... Everything I'm not. It's not like I need somebody. Telling me where I should go at night. Don't worry you'll find somebody. Someone to tell how to live their life. Cause your so perfect. And no one measures up. Yeah all by yourself. You're all messed up. I was losing myself to somebody else. But now I see. I don't wanna pretend. So this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl that you want. She was tearing us apart. Cause she's everything. Everything I'm not. Now wait a minute. Because of you, I never knew all the things that I had. Hey don't u get it. I'm not going anywhere with you tonight. Cause this is my life. I was losing myself to somebody else. But now I see. I don't wanna pretend. So this is the end of you and me. Cause the girl that you want. She was tearing us apart. Cause she's everything... Everything I'm not. But now I see. I don't wanna pretend. So this is the end of you and me... Cause the girl that you want, she was tearing us apart. Cause she's everything... Everything I'm not...

she's everythin im NOT. i can't be her for u. i'm sorry...

heyy. omg. i just simply love my life for some reasons. its gettin alot better. well. my exam results are not really frustrating... SO FAR! hahaha. well. i hope it gets better n BETTER. not worse. omg. i think i found out smth that i shouldn't! haha! btw. i reallly wanna learn chinese. n one more thing. NOW IS SO NOT THE TIME FOR ME TO HAVE A BF! ishhhk. when i JUST wanna study hard n all. a very nice guy JUST HADDD to come in my life. HAIHHHH.
cacatedddddd. bye wtvr. haha. i just LOVE my life. whooooht.

its a new year. i thought i would be a better person. but im not. im really trying my hardest to be better. but sometimes somethings just don't go as u like. friends. they come. n sometimes leave without a trace. i tought she was my friend. but turns out that she wasn't a REAL one. she wasn't. she never is. i miss my friends. whr are they? in penang. i'm NEW. i know. i don't expect everyone to love me. i also know. im NOT perfect. im not an angel. i do bad stuff. i really do. i admit. what else do u want? to tell u EVERYTHING? its never going to happen. u always and only want everyone to know bad things about me. n my goods are never shown. they're not even shown in ur eyes. like i said. friends. they only want wad's good. when a bad things happen, u'll just cry. cry it all out. let it all out. i just wanna be me. i don't wanna hide anymore. this is me. i'm predictable? no im not. n i'm not mean either. i never meant to be. all u ever wanted is for everyone to hate me. n u want everything to yourself. the goods, the greats n the best. everytime u get angry, n everytime u scold me, i take n take n I TAKE. i give up on understanding u. a sorry word means nothing to u. but it means a thousand for me to say it. i've taken enough. thanks to u. i've enjoyed everything. every moment. n now i don't think we shall be friends anymore. u think your tears are everything. mine are too. u never thought of it do u. fine. its the end of story. but its NEVER gonna be the end of MY WORLD. ihave friends who are still with me. friends who are always on my side. friends who are true to me. friends who i treat them TRULY. n i have sisters who ROCK MA WORLD. u're nothing to me anymore. i ROCK. i KNOW i do! yeah! i love god. i love my mom n family. n mostly, i love MY FRIENDS who is always on my side! KIM. KERRIE. JESS. KHALLISA. WONG. VILL. YUEN MAY. N U ALL! .U GUYS ROCKKK! rock to da max! MWAHS!

loves always!