Firsttt, I wanna say... I f?ckin <3>CRAZY YEAR!
Well, I NEED to name them. =D Hmm, here is goes :

Wihandro
My baby. I can't live without you cuz it feels like we've known each other forever although it has only been 4 months! We'll go thru the comin year together. =D Can't wait till out next anniversary hunn!! Mwaah~

Villeena
She my girl. I llove her. This year's been pretty hectic for us as there are new people coming in our lives. But well, I learnt. It's about me and her. Not anyone else.. I love her. Always and forever will. Hear me?! =D

William
This boy. THIS BOY!! Lol! One sweet child! I've shared pretty much my depression and sadness to him. He blankets well. His advices are well.. Worthwhile to listen to. =] He's been so kind to me throughout this whole year! Gah, I appreciate it, William!

Dylan
My big brother! =D Well, he's one... HILARIOUS dude. Budak kaya. Muahaha. Well, he really makes me laugh. I seriously can't live without him! <33 Talk all night to him all he does is LISTEN to me yapping. =D

Daniel
Gawshh... the never-emo kiddo. LOL. He is just plain dumb. And useless. but I honestly adoreeee him! He is one adorable kid. But he normally acts dumb to make you laugh. And this year, I learnt that he loves herbs. =-= To him, curry without herbs are water. o_O

Kerrie and Kimberly
My chicks. =D This two babs. School is fun thanks to them! They're like those people where won't be there physically but kinda sorta there mentally. Lol! Well, I love both of em, no matter what! =D

Jess and Lisa
The angels I love. =] They always teach me the right and wrongs. Especially my mummy, Jess! But Lisa thought me how to be infatuated. LOL. Kiddin kiddin. Haha. Well, I love them both la. Classmates. Every weekdays before the crack of dawn, they hear me scream already. xD

Joe Vin and Joe Yee
These twoooo! Funny kids. One is sissy, one is lala. haha! Well, they both made me laugh tew. I see Joe yee everyday during recess in school. And Joe Vin, I see him... Well, I see him around. Haha. XD Love em'!

Deevia and Nicole
HMM! The duos. =-= Crazy girls. Fun. Retarded. Insane. Furious at moments. Smart asses. =-= which is UNFAIR. Lol! I love em. =]

P/S : If I forgot your name, don't take it personally cuz you see, I'm getting old. We all are!! We need Osim/Ogama (quoted by Jo Nyee!) Haha! So.. Yeah, as I was saying, we're all getting old and we forget stuff aight. Dun marah me! =D Love you all, love everyone I know. =D


Haih... Well, here comes the end of my last entry of the year!
Goodbye 2007, and hello 2008!
And not to mention, hello major exam. T-T (PMR)
Well, till here. Lots of love.To everyone!

I love you. And I'll never let go anymore. I promise I won't make it happen again cuz I regret everytime I go. And I know... You love me. Maybe it's hard living in two places so far apart but who said it's impossible? We'll make it happen. We'll show them what's right... No matter hw many times we both fall, we got up together with streangth obtained from each other. I need you to catch me. I don't want you to cry anymore... I wanna be the one who wipes your tears from your face and not be the reason for the tears on your face. You're my only one, and I love you with all my heart. I promise I'll never let go... Not ever.

Ruk thur duay jai mot jai,
Thur khon diao thur keu naang faa nai jai,
Ya ploi meu chun, khao jai mai...?
Ya ploi....
ruk thur thee soot.
Thook na thi, thook wun, thook duean, thee soot...

It's our four month anniversary. It's Christmas. You reached home. I missed you. I had LOADS to tell you. I wanted to tell you, I had fun. I thought you'd be happy. Happy to know I'm fine and I'm happy. I had fun with everyone there. Although it wasn't with you in the picture with me, as much as I want it to happen. You wanted it, and I'm just giving it to you. take it, I don't need it anymore. Any of this. I won't stop you. Keep it all. The pieces, the memories, your heart... As much as I want those last hugs, last kiss, last touch... I'll pass. I can't take them, I don't deserve them. Not anymore. Look at the brighter side. Without me, you get to go anywhere you want. Singapore to study, the mall with other girls, school and concentrate. You're the reason I laugh and smile, you're gone, so I'll stop smiling and laughing already. You're the reason I fight against life, you're gone, So I give up. I'll fight a lil while more while I can and when I can't, I'll stop, I'll stop working and leave it to God. I held your hand as tight as I can so neither of us can let go, not you, not me... But I guess I didn't hold tight enough and I slipped off your fingers. And I know one day... You'll stop catching me when I fall. And the day is today. Remember the day Natasha asked if you knew why I wanted to see you so badly...? I'll tell you. I wanted to see you one last time, to say goodbye. One last time before I end it. To say goodbye and then leave your life for good so things'll get better for you. And things will. Right now, things will get alot better, we're over... We can't be half of two anymore. I'm one, you're one. I guess I'll never get that chance to kiss you goodbye... But it's okay. I'll pray the best for you. Have a great life, I don't deserve to be in it. She'll come by one day. The right girl. Bye.

I'm stuck in a dream of you and me, I'm really trying to get out. I'm really trying.
You can keep the scattered pieces of my heart, I don't want it.
Thanks for the memories.