I know I suck, big time. Dx
Posted on: Saturday, May 23, 2009
Posted at: 3:01 PM
Can't help it. I really am not as free and hardworking as Em is. lol. But recently before the exams we went to gurney to celebrate Vivs Sweet 16! :D Aaah, here's the link about the post written by Emily :)

http://heartemily.xanga.com/

Credits to Em'
for the photos & everything else.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=94885&id=527495193&saved#/album.php?aid=94885&id=527495193
And here are all the photos of the day :D Well, most of it haha.

AAAAH! *screams*
Posted on: Friday, May 22, 2009
Posted at: 7:21 PM
Streamyx is being a bitch atm. So I decided to blog. Haih, can't wait till the exams over. I'll get to finally relax. Relax my ass. I Have tonnes of work to do! my sketc props, my dedications, what else?! Oh noeeeehs.... :( I don't like the sound of it. Boohoo. but uhmm, tbh, I can't wait till the Nationals come! Get to spend time with all my precious girls for 4 entire days. :) Oh, we are so gonna have alot of fun... Especially during the NIGHT! *inside joke to Sarah* hhahahaha! I love them. :)

Grace Tan Xing Yee has been giving me her horrid stares and her killer smacks all the time. DONT LAAAAAH~ :( :( you jahat la. Blup blup!

Esther too! in tuition, she's hell violent. It huuuurts! And you guys should stop shush-ing me all the timeee! It's not my fault! It's Estherrrrr!

This is a random post. :) I miss blogging, never got the time for it these days. Sucks. :( Big time. Oh well, post about my beloved Golf Mike shall be up pretty soon! RAWR! Ily, GM.

THE SKETCH~
Posted on: Sunday, May 17, 2009
Posted at: 10:45 AM
Okay, in the entire team, I'm probably the ONLY one without a blog post about it yet, so here it is. HAHA. WE WONNN~ Yes, we so did it. We were hell tired though. I almost died, fell asleep on Sarah's back during Raihanis' performance! Sorry, Sarah. BUT REALLY NEEDED IT! I was blinded by the light when I woke up tho. Anyway, I'm too lazy to put up photos but here's more to link for pictures on that day! :D

http://www.smct93.blogspot.com/ - Sarah
http://www.neverend-wen.blogspot.com/ - Ai Wen
http://tgciie.blogspot.com/ - Graciie

Many, many thanks to my team mates ;
Muhanniz, Sarah, Audrey, Amber, Maitthli, Aiwen (Actresses)
Grace, Swee Yinn, Shobaa, Soph & I (Props)

&&&

thank you to Tasha, SherYen, Ching Wen & Esther for helping us SO MUCH!

Posted on: Saturday, May 2, 2009
Posted at: 4:36 PM
I love you, A. :)

lol, my bitchy days.
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Posted at: 3:43 PM
Ahh, so many things had happened these past few days. I wonder how people can be so fucking bitchy sometimes. Oh well, I guess they’re born to self destruct, no? J It’s pretty much a random post, just for the sake of updating my blog cause it has been dead for God knows how long. Heh.

Anyway, I’ve been so, so busy these past few days. With the sketch and all that. Due to this little sketch project that we’re having, my so called best friend, S, had been crazy all of a sudden. Should I wonder why? Think not. This was what actually happened, if you’d like to know, go on and read but if you couldn’t be bothered then please, kindly link back to Google and look for something better to do.

I haven’t been in class much, busy with the entire props and all that nonsense. Everything was pretty all right until one fine day. I went to class and started talking to S and T as always, I felt this sudden sense of discomfort between us. Our conversation was rather empty and silent. I ignored the awkwardness, of course. The next day, right after another sketch meeting, I came back to class and walked out of recess with S and T. I was pushing them while walking, kidding around, and all of a sudden she was like “what the fuck is your problem?”. If you’re reading it, you might not have realized it or remember it, but… Not just anybody speaks to me or say those sorts of things to me.
Just so you know, I ignored that either, still cool about it.

I called T and confronted her about it and asked her if she noticed it too, smooth move, I know. -.-‘’ She told me that she’s not sure and told me “Maybe you should try asking her, okay girl? I’m sure she has her reasons for treating you this way, right?” So… I did. She was online and :

C : Hey, are you okay? You seem really down these few days. Everything okay?
S : I’m fine

*the end*

THAT’S ALL SHE SAID?! And here I am trying to make an effort to make things right. A normal human being would think : Omfg what the fuck am I freaking doing?! So that’s what I thought. J After that incident, I tried talking to her in school like always, at least I still had some respect for her along with the friendship I thought I had with her. She continued acting as weird as she has been.

On Saturday, we had cross country at RECSAM and T planned a hang out after that along with S and L and his buddies. I was supposed to tag along. But in the end I didn’t. Oh well… Mom.

The situation didn’t change until one night, a friend complained to me about how S can be and all that crap. I just listened to him and just told him to calm down. He asked me all sorts of things about her but after all that complains, I said to him “I can’t tell you things, you know she’s my friend, right?”. I defended her all the way. And right after that, I found out what she really thought of me. She told him that she doesn’t feel like talking to me lately and that she doesn’t CARE about me.

So tell me, am I supposed to sit here and act like nothing happened? Am I supposed to walk around with my big fake smiles and stupid lies? Thanks, but no thanks. I decided that we shouldn’t be friends or get on with out friendSHIT anymore, since you don’t give a flying fuck about me. What is the whole damn point? I have so many other friends who actually DO care and appreciates me more than you ever did.

And to T, things will get better, okay? Trust me, I’mma help you. *hugs*
And to you, S,
who was there for you when you were crying over some silly guy till 5am in the morning?
who's always beside you, walking with you, everytime you're in school?
Think twice because you don't have much choice.