Plien gun ja dai mai? Chun rap mai wai rok...
Posted on: Saturday, March 22, 2008
Posted at: 12:08 PM
เปลี่ยนกันไหม (Bplien Gun Mai)
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ช่วยไม่ได้ ช่วยไม่ได้เลย
chuay mai dai chuay mai dai loie
It's not helping, not helping at all.

ช่วยไม่ได้ ช่วยไม่ได้เลย
chuay mai dai chuay mai dai loie
It's not helping, not helping at all.

แค่เธอคบคนใหม่ แค่ไปรักคนอื่น
kae ter kop kon mai kae bpai rak kon eun
Just because you are with a new girlfriend, just because you love someone else.

เธอบอกฉันเรื่องพื้นๆ ถามว่าร้องไห้ทำไม
ter bok chan reuang peun-peun taam waa rong-hai tam-mai
You only told me the simple things, asking me why did I cry.

บอกเราไม่เคยเข้ากัน อยู่กันก็ไม่เข้าใจ
bok rao mai koie kao gan yoo gan gor mai kao jai
Telling me we never got along, we never understand each other by being together.

รับได้ใช่ไหมถ้าเราจะจบกัน
rap daai chai mai taa rao ja jop gan
It is acceptable if we break up, right?

อยากทำเหมือนไม่แคร์ แค่นี้ไม่เป็นไร
yaak tam meuan mai kae kae nee mai bpen-rai
I want to pretend like I don't care, this is alright.

อยากจะยิ้มเหมือนรับไว้ โดยที่ใจไม่ต้องสั่น
yaak ja yim meuan rap wai doi tee jai mai dtong san
I want to smile like I can stand it without my heart trembling.

เธอมองว่ามันง่ายดาย ใช่สิก็จะทิ้งกัน คนทรมานน่ะคนนี้
ter mong waa man ngaai daai chai si gor ja ting gan kon tor-ra-maan na kon nee
You think it's easy, but you are the one that is dumping me, I'm the one who's suffering.

เปลี่ยนกันไหม ให้เธอเป็นคนถูกทิ้ง
bplian gan mai hai ter bpen kon took ting
Shall we swap, and let you be the person who's dumped?

มาเป็นผู้หญิงที่ต้องไม่มี ไม่เหลือใคร
maa bpen poo ying tee dtong mai mee mai leua krai
Be a girl who has nothing, who has no one.

มาเจ็บช้ำ รับฟังถ้อยคำที่บาดหัวใจ ที่เกินจะทนไหว
maa jep cham rap fang toi kam tee baat hua jai tee gern ja ton wai
Being hurt, listening to all the heart-piercing words, that is more than I can stand.

เธอมีแล้วคนใหม่ มีใครที่รออยู่
ter mee laew kon mai mee krai tee ror yoo
You already have a new girlfriend, someone who is waiting for you.

แต่ว่าฉัน ฉันไม่รู้ เพราะไม่เคยได้มองใคร
dtae waa chan chab mai roo pror mai koie daai mong krai
But for me, I don't know because I've never looked at anyone else.

ก็อยากใจดำเหมือนเธอ จะได้ไม่เจ็บมากมาย
gor yaak jai dam meuan ter ja daai mai jep maak maai
I want to be cruel like you, so that it won't be as hurt.

มันคงทำใจง่ายกว่านี้
man kong tam jai ngaai gwaa nee
It should be easier for me to get over this.

เปลี่ยนกันไหม ให้เธอเป็นคนถูกทิ้ง
bplian gan mai hai ter bpen kon took ting
Shall we swap, and let you be the person who's dumped?

มาเป็นผู้หญิงที่ต้องไม่มี ไม่เหลือใคร
maa bpen poo ying tee dtong mai mee mai leua krai
Be a girl who has nothing, who has no one.

มาเจ็บช้ำ รับฟังถ้อยคำที่บาดหัวใจ
maa jep cham rap fang toi kam tee baat hua jai
Being hurt, listening to all the heart-piercing words,

ที่เกินจะทนไหว ทำร้ายกันเหลือเกิน
tee gern ja ton wai tam raai gan leua gern
which are more than I can stand, it is very hurting.

Hey boy ใช้ไม่ได้เลย มาพูดอย่างนี้มาพูดอย่างนั้น
Hey boy chai mai daai loie maa poot yaang nee maa poot yaang nan
Hey boy, it's not helping at all, saying this saying that.

ถ้านายไม่รักไม่ต้องมาใกล้เลย
taa naai mai rak mai dtong maa glai loie
If you don't love me, don't even come near me.

ให้เลิกนะได้ ให้ลืมนะคงไม่ได้
hai lerk na daai hai leum na kong mai daai
Breaking up is fine, but I can't forget you.

ถ้าเปลี่ยนมาลองเป็นฉันคงไม่ทิ้งเธอไปง่ายๆ
taa bplian maa long bpen chan kong mai ting ter bpai ngaai-ngaai
If you were me, I wouldn't dumped you so easily.

เปลี่ยนกันไหม ให้เธอเป็นคนถูกทิ้ง
bplian gan mai hai ter bpen kon took ting
Shall we swap, and let you be the person who's dumped?

มาเป็นผู้หญิงที่ต้องไม่มี ไม่เหลือใคร
maa bpen poo ying tee dtong mai mee mai leua krai
Be a girl who has nothing, who has no one.

มาเจ็บช้ำ รับฟังถ้อยคำที่บาดหัวใจ ที่เกินจะทนไหว
maa jep cham rap fang toi kam tee baat hua jai tee gern ja ton wai
Being hurt, listening to all the heart-piercing words, that is more than I can stand.

เปลี่ยนกันไหม ให้เธอเป็นคนถูกทิ้ง
bplian gan mai hai ter bpen kon took ting
Shall we swap, and let you be the person who's dumped?

มาเป็นผู้หญิงที่ต้องไม่มี ไม่เหลือใคร
maa bpen poo ying tee dtong mai mee mai leua krai
Be a girl who has nothing, who has no one.

มาเจ็บช้ำ รับฟังถ้อยคำที่บาดหัวใจ
maa jep cham rap fang toi kam tee baat hua jai
Being hurt, listening to all the heart-piercing words,

ที่เกินจะทนไหว ทำร้ายกันเหลือเกิน
tee gern ja ton wai tam raai gan leua gern
which are more than I can stand, it is very hurting.

ช่วยไม่ได้ ช่วยไม่ได้เลย
chuay mai dai chuay mai dai loie
It's not helping, not helping at all.

ช่วยไม่ได้ ช่วยไม่ได้เลย
chuay mai dai chuay mai dai loie
It's not helping, not helping at all.

เปลี่ยนกันจะได้ไหม ฉันรับไม่ไหวหรอก
bplian gan ja daai mai chan rap mai wai rok
Can we please swap, I really can't stand it.

ช่วยไม่ได้ ช่วยไม่ได้เลย
chuay mai dai chuay mai dai loie
It's not helping, not helping at all.

ช่วยไม่ได้ ช่วยไม่ได้เลย
chuay mai dai chuay mai dai loie
It's not helping, not helping at all.


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I guess it's really over.
Posted on: Monday, March 10, 2008
Posted at: 10:51 AM
I have so much to do... ;


I can't believe I've been so stupid, so naive, so... emotionless. I've been so blind, why...? I should've known you're gonna leave me, you'd stop caring about me. Have I been doing this wrongly...? What is it? Tell me... You've always hidden things from me, and I respect your privacy, I do... But this time, I have to know. There's so many things I wanna tell you but everytime it comes to writing it down, I can't do it, I can't tell why. You've been so nice to me. I wonder why.



I remember the day we first talked. You're so funny. Out of no where you came and said Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!! Shocker much. Well, I just went with the flow, I didn't know you had problems... When I knew... I wanted to help so much. I helped too much and... I started falling for your sillyness. Oh GOD, I was so damn afraid you'd find out. And on Saturday night, 7.30 PM, Channel V : Kenangan terindah - Samsons, I recieved an SMS from... Yeah you guess it, him. He told me to turn on my TV and turn to Channel [V]. My goodness, I was so in love with that song at that time. He typed down that lyrics and sent it to me. And... he told me that he really likes me and he wants to be my boyfriend. *faints* Imagine my reaction please. I almost screamed my head off. but... He wasn't the only one. Out of all 4, I chose him. I swear that wasn't a mistake. I never regreted that day, my actions.



"I promise, I'll love you forever..."


I've been too naive, I should've listened to you. You wanted this so much and now, here you go, I'm giving it to you. You wanted it to be over so much. So wanted the pain to go away so badly. There... It's over, it doesn't hurt anymore, does it? If you're ever reading this, I want you to think back, all the times we've quarreled, all the times we almost broke up and all the times we actually broke up. You wanted it. You wanted it so much. The 1st, 2nd and 3rd time, here's the last... I'm telling myself, you're my first and last. I can't be daing this, I don't wanna get hurt anymore. I've been hurt by you and that's it. I'm done with everything. I'm only left with 1 quarter of myself in me. I can survive... I believed you. I had faith in you, I put my heart in your hands and thought I'd be safe. I'd always been prepared for other things that tried to break us up, your friends, our parents but it has never crossed my mind that you'd do this. You promised, what happened?



What happened...?



I'm sorry, mai tong bauk laew waa thur ruk chun, because I don't want to hear it anymore... It wouldn't be the same anymore.


It's the way we've loved, like it's forever. There aren't any happy endings in relationships like this, our age, our lives, just US. There can't be any true love either, if you've really loved me, you'd wait for me even though it takes you your lifetime. We can't be freiand anymore because I'm scared of you, Dro. I don't want anything to happen to me anymore. I don't want anyone else to hurt me. We have to go our separate ways. Go through our lives without each other, and when there's something wrong, we have to stop thinking bout each other and just stay strong.



The things I'd miss without you here... ;




"I have to get away, there's no point in thinkin about yesterday, it's too late now, it will never be the same..."


"Baby, I love you, why did you let me go? Yes it hurts me but I still want you to know, all the love we made can never be erased and I promised you that you will never be replaced."



Monday ; 100308



I realised.
Posted on: Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Posted at: 9:47 PM
I may not be someone perfect. We may be matchmake in heaven but we're gonna have it more than all of that. I love you, and I'm willing to do so much more than crying three buckets of tea from my eyes. :] I love you quadrapleeeeeeeee. And and andddd.... I don't wanna let you down anymore, thereforeee, I'll make less promises this time. o.o I wanna see you too, I'm waiting and I'm never gonna give up, we've came so darn far and we can't afford to lose this okay? I just wanna let you know that we've already hung on for 6 months plus. 6 months being so far apart. And hunn, I wanna show you a magiiic. *looks at the moon* Look up there and realise that we're looking at the SAME thing every night. It makes me feel close to you although we're quite far. You know I'll be back soon, please wait for me okay...?

I love you, so much,
YOU'RE MY ALL!

*hugs and kisses*
blablublebluuuuu~~ =P
I LOVE YOU!

You liiilll......
Posted on: Sunday, March 2, 2008
Posted at: 10:16 AM
WIHANDRO!
You aren't suppose to cancel your blog! I found out, you see?! *spanks* Whyyyyy.......? I missed out a few entries you posted! *cries* You're gonna get it from me soooon! Read this and then tell me you read it! And then the story continuessss. *winkswinks* Triaaanglesss. I have no ideaaa why I'm posting this.

I'll die of boredom if I don't. Now, I'm gonna make my blog as a happy blog! :D Well, atleast a rojak blog will do, as long as it's not and EMO blog. Well, my exam's tomorrow,and here I am, sitting before the monitor screen smiling to myself like a loooon. *stares blurly to the moon?* sun? Whateverlol!

I can't waiiiit to be back in Penang maaaan. *squeeeels* I'm sure they're waiting for me too. I miss you guyss!! *claps in hyper* Gosh, I'm high. I better get off the computer before I go almondsss! Alright rojak bloggy! BYE!

p/s : Dro, you're gonna get it from me! Don't sayang sayang me! =P