its a new year. i thought i would be a better person. but im not. im really trying my hardest to be better. but sometimes somethings just don't go as u like. friends. they come. n sometimes leave without a trace. i tought she was my friend. but turns out that she wasn't a REAL one. she wasn't. she never is. i miss my friends. whr are they? in penang. i'm NEW. i know. i don't expect everyone to love me. i also know. im NOT perfect. im not an angel. i do bad stuff. i really do. i admit. what else do u want? to tell u EVERYTHING? its never going to happen. u always and only want everyone to know bad things about me. n my goods are never shown. they're not even shown in ur eyes. like i said. friends. they only want wad's good. when a bad things happen, u'll just cry. cry it all out. let it all out. i just wanna be me. i don't wanna hide anymore. this is me. i'm predictable? no im not. n i'm not mean either. i never meant to be. all u ever wanted is for everyone to hate me. n u want everything to yourself. the goods, the greats n the best. everytime u get angry, n everytime u scold me, i take n take n I TAKE. i give up on understanding u. a sorry word means nothing to u. but it means a thousand for me to say it. i've taken enough. thanks to u. i've enjoyed everything. every moment. n now i don't think we shall be friends anymore. u think your tears are everything. mine are too. u never thought of it do u. fine. its the end of story. but its NEVER gonna be the end of MY WORLD. ihave friends who are still with me. friends who are always on my side. friends who are true to me. friends who i treat them TRULY. n i have sisters who ROCK MA WORLD. u're nothing to me anymore. i ROCK. i KNOW i do! yeah! i love god. i love my mom n family. n mostly, i love MY FRIENDS who is always on my side! KIM. KERRIE. JESS. KHALLISA. WONG. VILL. YUEN MAY. N U ALL! .U GUYS ROCKKK! rock to da max! MWAHS!

loves always!