-Friends-

Kimchi
* You know I love you!!
* Funny chick...
* Always there for me when I'm down.
* Always giving me the biggest shock of my life.
* Laughs with me everytime I do.
* Friends forever, shall we? :]

Kerrie
* Miss sarcasticc!! Blarrhhh! =P
* Crayzay thang!
* Happy go NUTS and not lucky!!
* Always hold back and do the right thing!
* Cutieness runs in you, sweetheart!
* In my heart forever!

DeeDee
* Ms. Sexayyy!!!
* All about fun!!
* Loves dancing.
* loves her life outside school.
* Lalala~~
* Love her attitude!

Villeena
* The fake laughs girl! Haha! -never told her this! shhhh...-
* Always do the wrong thing.
* Messes stuff up.
* But always untangle herself in the end!
* My bestie since... forever!
* Funny, cutie and flirtyyy!!

Dylan
* My gor gor!!
* Heart him.
* Takes care of me reallll good!
* Here for me when I'm down.
* Love him with all I've got.
* Forever and ever.

Sum Tian Yan
* Say... Mr. Moody?
* Mean!!
* Crazy and pervertedly HORNY. -i know its the same meaning, just wanna double it-
* Never wanna let him go!
* Promise...?

Joe Vin
* Sissy mei mei!
* Smth like my elder bro but act younger than me!
* Hates lala ppl but I think he's one of em! -haha-
* Hearts him!! Muahhhh!

Eu-Kynn
* Speechless
* Shy!!
* Cute!! Haha!



I can't live without em'

I saw you with your new girl, just yesterday.
And I feel that I must confess.
Even though it kills me, to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed.
Is it calling just showed up affection
gotta commend you on your selection.
Though I know I shouldnt be concernedin ,
the back of my mind I cant help but question...
"Does she hangs on the phone with you for hours,
when you're down?"
"Does she know that you like to play PS2 till 6 in the morning like I do...?"

I can't explain this feeling,
I think about it everyday.
And even though we've moved on,
it gets so hard to walk away...
I can't forget it how we use to be.

I guess I gotta live my life from day to day,
hoping maybe you'll come back.
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
to move on but it seems I can't.
No other man has given me attention,
it ain't the same as your affection.
Though I know I should be contentin,
the back of my mind I cant help but question...
"Does he kiss me on the forehead before we play?"
"Or show on my doorstep with a bouquet?"
"Does he call me in the middle of the day just to say... baby, I love you, like you used too.

So hard to express this feeling.
Cause nobody compares to you
and you know she'll never love you like I do...


Days past and I still haven't forgotten yo u.
All I want is just the best for you,
and if this is what YOU want,
here it is.

P/S : I miss you terribly.

* I pass fake chain mails to you just so I could see you talk back.
* I changed your name in my phone so I wouldn't notice you there.
* I talk bullshit which I don't mean about you just so I could forget everythin.

But do you think its enough to walk away just like that...? I wish it was.

- I still do. Always had and will.

Everytime I try to breathe... There's something there stopping me. Stop me from breathing, stop my heart from beating. Say he loves me but it's never true. I know she's trying to convince me but nahh... Show me love, give me time, have faith in me, have a lil' hope. I wanna run away but I guess everytime I run I'm never as fast huh? I know there's not a star that we can reach. But I've always thought if I'm good enough I can...

-HIM-

Hate me all you want with all you've got, I don't care anymore. Miss you? YES I have. Alot... I just can't help myself. I felt so so stupid to think about you, having the thought that you've never thought of me since then. All I wanted was somebody who cares. I cared. Someone slap me, wake me up from whatever I've been doing and thinking. Please... I don't wanna do this anymore. Just STOP. Once and for all. I'm trying as hard as I can to get over him but why can't I?

I still do...
I don't want to.
Leave my feelings alone...!


-THEM-

I love em'. I love love love em'! Kimberly and Kerrie! Would you guys stop it already? I'm ONE person! I can't be dividing myself into 2 pieces, can I?! I love you both just the same! Stop thinkin that I love one of you more that another! It KILLS. Unless you guys want me to die then... Yupp. ^^ You guys just have to trust me. KIM : "Have faith in your friends larr!!" - by Ms. Wise Sharlyn Shamini Venu! Lolzz!! KERRIE : "Wo ai ni!" - by Ms. Trustworthy Chantri herself! :] Heart you both! Don't break my heart for putting me in the middle everytime stuff happens, alrightey? Hugs & Kisses.

I need you both to trust me.
I'll be you guys' best friend forever and ever...
Don't let me down! :]








I surrender my everythin to you...
Leave me alone, get outta my face...
I don't hate you, I just wanna get over you.
i don;t wanna pretend. Not anymore, sweetheart.
I know I'm good enough and I'm gonna reach for that star.
Don't stop me.
Don't break me down.