Everytime I try to breathe...
Posted on: Friday, August 3, 2007
Posted at: 4:40 PM
Everytime I try to breathe... There's something there stopping me. Stop me from breathing, stop my heart from beating. Say he loves me but it's never true. I know she's trying to convince me but nahh... Show me love, give me time, have faith in me, have a lil' hope. I wanna run away but I guess everytime I run I'm never as fast huh? I know there's not a star that we can reach. But I've always thought if I'm good enough I can...
-HIM-Hate me all you want with all you've got, I don't care anymore. Miss you? YES I have. Alot... I just can't help myself. I felt so so
stupid to think about you, having the thought that you've never thought of me since then. All I wanted was somebody who cares. I
cared. Someone slap me, wake me up from whatever I've been doing and thinking. Please... I don't wanna do this anymore. Just STOP. Once and for all. I'm trying as hard as I can to get over him but
why can't I?
I still do...I don't want to.Leave my feelings alone...!-THEM-I love em'. I love love
love em'! Kimberly and Kerrie! Would you guys stop it already? I'm ONE person! I can't be dividing myself into 2 pieces, can I?! I love you both just the same! Stop thinkin that I love one of you more that another! It
KILLS. Unless you guys want me to die then... Yupp. ^^ You guys just have to trust me.
KIM : "Have
faith in your friends larr!!" - by Ms. Wise Sharlyn Shamini Venu! Lolzz!!
KERRIE : "Wo
ai ni!" - by Ms. Trustworthy Chantri herself! :] Heart you both! Don't break my heart for putting me in the
middle everytime stuff happens, alrightey? Hugs & Kisses.
I need you both to trust me.I'll be you guys' best friend forever and ever...Don't let me down! :]I surrender my everythin to you... Leave me alone, get outta my face...I don't hate you, I just wanna get over you.i don;t wanna pretend. Not anymore, sweetheart.I know I'm good enough and I'm gonna reach for that star. Don't stop me. Don't break me down.