Where do I begin...? The day we met? The day we got on that scary ride? The day we stopped everything... He tells me he loves me. He never did trust me did he? I should've known he was too good to be true. I gave everything for him. I go against my best friends for him at times... Nothing seems to be enough to him. I'm sorry for questioning but why...? The promises we've made, was meant to be brokened? I refuse to think that way because I never wanted to happen. Small matters, I guess, do not come in small tears... Does he even know when I look at him, I never notice anyone around me...? Everytime I wanna speak out, I'm afraid to lose him. It's not like I didn't even try to change myself for you. Jokes are hard to be taken when you're infatuated...? I believe every word you said. I do care about you, I love you... I say it once, and I'll say it again ; If I didn't care, we wouldn't have lasted for months... I kept on running away from the truth, maybe forever...? You're the only one I love, and the only one I've ever loved. I held you as tight as I could. Or didn't I put in enough effort? I could've held you tighter... I wanted to take care of you. Oh and... We're kids, we even thought about marriage. How cute could we get...? My friends keeps reminding me how precious he is everyday although they don't know him. It's stupid that I dream about things that can never come true. He's the only person that gets me through the night, the only person that keeps me believing in everything I do, everything I say and... Everything I wish for from God. Everything... I thought he was the best present that appeared on my doorsteps. And yeah, he is... Good things don't last forever does it...? He's the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart. It was my fault and I'm sorry...

You were my only one, I really wanted you to know that. You're tattoo-ed in my heart, I guess you're the one thing I have to live without. I wish I don't have to let you go... But I promised I'll be with you as long as you wanted me to. And since you don't want it anymore, I don't matter... And my thoughts doesn't matter anymore, do they? I felt little creatures in my stomach, fluttering, when I met you. But I guess it's everything to lose at the moment. I shared everything with you... Keep it. Hate to say this but I'll never forget you... Ever.