It's our four month anniversary. It's Christmas. You reached home. I missed you. I had LOADS to tell you. I wanted to tell you, I had fun. I thought you'd be happy. Happy to know I'm fine and I'm happy. I had fun with everyone there. Although it wasn't with you in the picture with me, as much as I want it to happen. You wanted it, and I'm just giving it to you. take it, I don't need it anymore. Any of this. I won't stop you. Keep it all. The pieces, the memories, your heart... As much as I want those last hugs, last kiss, last touch... I'll pass. I can't take them, I don't deserve them. Not anymore. Look at the brighter side. Without me, you get to go anywhere you want. Singapore to study, the mall with other girls, school and concentrate. You're the reason I laugh and smile, you're gone, so I'll stop smiling and laughing already. You're the reason I fight against life, you're gone, So I give up. I'll fight a lil while more while I can and when I can't, I'll stop, I'll stop working and leave it to God. I held your hand as tight as I can so neither of us can let go, not you, not me... But I guess I didn't hold tight enough and I slipped off your fingers. And I know one day... You'll stop catching me when I fall. And the day is today. Remember the day Natasha asked if you knew why I wanted to see you so badly...? I'll tell you. I wanted to see you one last time, to say goodbye. One last time before I end it. To say goodbye and then leave your life for good so things'll get better for you. And things will. Right now, things will get alot better, we're over... We can't be half of two anymore. I'm one, you're one. I guess I'll never get that chance to kiss you goodbye... But it's okay. I'll pray the best for you. Have a great life, I don't deserve to be in it. She'll come by one day. The right girl. Bye.

I'm stuck in a dream of you and me, I'm really trying to get out. I'm really trying.
You can keep the scattered pieces of my heart, I don't want it.
Thanks for the memories.