I know, today's the day, I'd probably die. And I still, have the heart to pray to God so you won't do so. Because........ I suck. Okaaaayy... I know. i'm being so Daniel-like that this year, is probably the most horrible year of my life. IT REALLY IS. This is the year that I fuckin forgot my bestest friend's fuckin Birthday. I don't wanna die. Vill, I fuckin swear that I'm sorrrryyyy. I seriously am. I know it's not really helping and all. I was in Kelantan and you know how crappy and busy I would get right... Especially on 2nd May (yes, everyone if you're wondering, it is her birthday) And if you're also wondering WHY was I busy that day, it was Songkhlan in Kelantan. I'm not gonna give any rrasons for my... idioticism.

I wouldn't blame you if you'd give me the silent treatment for 2 weeks (but God, please not more!).

I know I'm a horrible horrible best friend and I'd probably rot in hell for this.