It's been such a long time without you... Every night... I think about you, without fail since the day you went away. I can't forget you, somehow. Why...? heard my phone ringing and I kept thinking it was one of your sweet messages. But no, it never is. I thought I deserved this... Do I?

I wish I'll somehow find out someday that I really didn't deserve it. And that'll be the day he finds someone new. And even thought I really loved you, I'mma smile because I think I deserve to. If you didn't really notice you mean everything, I'm quickly getting up myself to learn to love again. And I kep praying I'd be okay.

I couldn't turn on the TV without finding something to remind me of you. It really hurts when it heals too. I wish it'll be easy to just put my feelings aside and walk away to leave it all behind... You hurt my feelings just to free yourself. I know I'm gonna heal and time will heal it.

Since there's no more you and me, it's time I let you go so we'd both be equal and free... It will all get better in time. I'll get better in time no matter how much it still hurts, no matter how much I don't understand the reason you gave me. I really loved you.