this could be your love song...



hey youu... the last time we spoke. you told me, you wanted me to forget youu. you tried to make me hate youu. deep down, i kneww. i've always knew everythin. i did the best i could do, but now i realised that i couldn't change the way things are - i couldn't change the way you are. you're the only one and always have been my only one.



you wanted me to get over you. i'm trying. and now, i think i'm strong enough to give in. i think i can forget you. we haven't spoken in months. within that period, i had fun, a little tears but the fun i had made up with it. i... forgot about you. forgot about us, forgot about the way we were/are. but... i suddenly remembered. it feels like something HUGE is missing in me. i was suddenly so free. so... bored. so empty. why?



then i know, that... all this while i've been so timeless. thinkin about what can i do to make things work like it used to again. then again, i know... i've finally forgotten about you for a moment and yet, it's the only thing that you'd be proud of. but, do yoou really want this? do you really want me to forget you?



i've forgotten you, like how you want me to. and at the same time, i feel like i'm losing a person who means the world to me. a person who'd play a huge role in my life. i want you to be here, you know? i want you. always have. you've known everythin about me. but, you never knew how much i needed you. how much i didn't want to let go. how much i didn't want you to leave me...

"Taking away the fact that I care about you
It's just your ways, so sweet everything seems right around you
Did you know that you had this calming way about you in your touch
and I wanna know if I could be your girl...

The one who puts her arms around you
The one who lays her head beside you
The one who listens when you need it
When no one else sees, I can see it


The one who knows when somethings wrong
The one who knows your favorite song
The one who all your family loves
The one you place no one above

I'm happy to say in a lot of ways you've changed me
Makes me smile when you said that you were glad the day you found me


I'm wishing away any harm that might ever find you
Heaven knows I really feel, I'll always be your girl...

I just wanna be the one who's true to you
I just wanna be the one who makes you smile
The one who holds you down

The one who's true to you, and down for you
The one who makes you smile and laughs with you
The one who holds you down, I'm there for you
The one, the one, the one

I can be anything you need..."

FRIDAY ; o4o7o8

omg! where do I even START?! okay okaaay. here we go! fridaaay, I went to school, as usual! and well, I planned to follow edwina to her homee. so then... she decided to skip her POL class. she came to my house! *omg, my house like some pig mia sarang* anywayy, she camee, and thankfully I didn't almost murder her like how I almost killed Kimmy when she came to hy house. *hahaha* Edwina stayed in my house till 3.30PM and then we both headed to school to go to her house. We reached school, waited for Justine's car.

*skip skip skip* okaaay. we reached Edwina's house. and she was showering. snd when she was showering I was helping her to reply Wei Lip's text messages! *hahaha!* anywayy, Nadia Omar kept on calling me about her miserable ticket! *nadia, I apologize about that* so we got readyy. Edwina was all fussy about how she looks FAT and all! we both headed to the kitchen to look for food. found COCOCRUNCH! *teehee!* we finished the whole packet. omfg. lol. Then her brother, Aaron, came homeee. he just got his [P] licence so he was gonna send us to the school. well, he was coming along as well. oh! and Eleena came too!

okaaay, it was 7.15PM I guess... Edwina's mum told Aaron to leave early so there's parking. so we went soooooo darn early. my gosh! we reached at like 7.35PM! Eleena and I was bugging Aaron to stay in the car so it wouldn't be so embarrassing! *roflol* and he also had problems parking the car cause Eleena had this thing about that she's so scared Aaron would bang the car behind!

we finally got outta the car. *LOL* got my ticket and we headed to the toilet. saw Shurut and Anisha and Aswani there! asking for gloss, tissue and all kindsa stuff. *haha!* then we went to the hall, saw JANEY and GABBY! *teehee!* so, okaaay... bla bla blaaaa! the whole concert was BORING! i stayed till Patrick's performances were over! then, I left the hall. dragging Joevin along! then wheee~ i saw Nicole and gang thereee! with Shaz, Karen, Vi Vien and Rachael and all! I don't know how the hell and why the hell we did this, but, Shaz, Chan, Nicole and I raced our asses to the middle of the feild where the football goal post and back! and then, omfg, all of a sudden, some feirce prefect was like.. "excuse me? may I know what;s going on heree?" *HAHAHAAH!* we were all sweatyyy...

the concert ended. I was suppose to follow Joevin for dinner. so did weeru! first, we went to rest 1 mamak! omg, it was boring alright! p/s : joe, your friends are unfriendly! hummfs Wee and I decided to talk to Era Walk!! thereeeee... is where the fun was coming back! hah! weeru, it was fun. the stoned ugly face! xD. when we reached, I saw Shaz snapping and waving his hands at me. first, I thought it was Joel Tay! haha, I wasn't wearing any glasses so... yeah! we had fun. we talked, walked, laughed, SWEAT! and it was almost 12AM... we went homeee. I followed Wee and Jon in the same car! Jon, you're weird with that suddenly-turn-and-stare thingie you did that night. LOL. okaaaay...

I had fun. ALOT of fun. although that thing was boring but it was really fun towards the end, cause friends are around and they make my life go WHEEEEE~ Iove you girls and boys! thanks for everything, Edwina, Aaron and everyoneee. we can definitely do this another, babesss!