FXING HELL

do you know what you're doing?! honestly, you're making the biggest slip of your life. :) wow, really... how could I have been so friggin blind? here I am, thinking I"ll never let him go no matter how much I like the other guy". here I am, saying "I'll make things work" and there I was crying over the stupidest things in the world.

what was I thinking? my God. I gave you things you can never dream of having. I'm not mad at you. I'm mad at myself. I'm not gonna be mad at things that aren't worth it. I'm not gonna waste my time on trash like you. people tell me "he's an asshole la Chan". they tell me things I never wanna know about you, I keep defending you for what reasons, I don't know. guess I'm wrong for whatever I thought was right.

just so you know, I'll never in a million years forgive you for what you're doing.
you're a HUGE mistake any girl would make. and for that, I'll give you the credit, you almost had me. you made me feel bad for all I did. you made me take back words I wished I never said. you made me hang on, strong.

you're gonna regret.