You know that ONE thing that bugs me all the friggin time, again and again is this BAD VIBE I get around people. Around people itself scares me, imagine getting bad vibes around my own close friends.

It's such a horrible feeling. It's like TORTURE!
Another horrible feeling is when you realise somebody actually hates you when all this while you think they never had anything against you. Ahh, not having anything against me is still, acceptable... but HATRED? It's painful. Amazing how it cuts so deep. Ishh.

I'm emotionally depressed lol.