i've been missing you. been chucking my face into piles of books to keep you outta my mind. ahh, it works, sometimes. but... clearly, not now. i'm doing my addmaths homework and i'm stuckk. very, very stuckk. you know, i've been wanting to tell you so many things, but i never seem to have the guts. ughh, i'm sucha wuss. you get me weak in the knees...

when you told me we weren't a good match, i disagreed. we're the total opposite and i know that well... you're somebody and i'm nobody. i'm not in the 'it crowd' and i'm not living a live in the fast lane. i'm not pretty like your other girlfriends and yeah, i'm not cut out for youu. i don't go clubbing and i don't drinkk. i'm not cool, i understand... but... does it really matter? all i know is that i really, really like you. and you make me smile all the time even when i'm drenched in tears. you still make me nervous and you make me fidget when we're close. you make me do reckless things and make stupid decisions.

i should have said all these things when i had the chance to... i should have. and i regret. but, it's worth a second chance. cause i'll wait for you. even if it takes us 394849740563 years. that's not humanly possible but... i will. as corny as this may sound, for you i will.