never again
Posted on: Saturday, June 26, 2010
Posted at: 7:14 PM
i'm so weak.
why can i just do it?
i was never this way.
this isn't me.

i'm falling apart,
and you're not here to catch me anymore.

why am I so incapable of making you happy?
making us happy...
i don't want to give up,
no matter how badly it hurts.
i'm just not ready to let go,
i doubt i will ever be.

p/s; every single day,
i hold my tears back,
hold it back to let it all out by the end of the day,
drowning in tears just to fall asleep.