one last glace
Posted on: Sunday, July 18, 2010
Posted at: 9:36 AM
is it me? or has it been rainy days since you've been gone. didn't thought following your twitter was a bad idea until i realised i no longer have a say in the decisions you make. i swear, i didn't thought it would hurt this bad...

they tell me "don't cry, he's not worth your tears"
but what does it really matter...?

you've won. everything... you've won your life back, your friends, your freedom, and you've definitely won my heart, you always have. after all that's been done, why do i still feel this way about you...?

you've moved on. it's so obvious. i used to say "i wouldn't move on until i'm certain he's moved on with a new girl". but why isn't it happening?!

i thought you knew what love is when you said it to my face. i was wrong, wasn't i? it is all a big mistake. there's nothing to fix, nothing to say, nothing to tell.

i'll erase every memory i have of you. i just want to see you one last time...

p/s ; maybe this is all happenening because of the
things i haven't been able to give you