ohmygosh, can't believe this is actually happening to me. ME. i freaking miss you :) in a good way. it made me think how silly I was for throwing something that meant a million to me, not just the good relationship we shared but the friendship we've always had ♥ it was a blessing, it still is a blessing. you've always been the responsible, dependable guy i could trust, ahh everyone liked you so much and everyone tells me i was the luckiest girl to have been with you :) they were right. so, so right. if i could have things the way they used to be, trust me I would :)

...but life isn't always fair, is it?
it goes on & on :)